★Glitter & Glam★

get a life please.

I dont know wats ur intention
But i dislike your curiosity bout our lives
Ur the past
Im the present
Get that pic into ur head
FCUK OFF B*TCHES. It aint yours no more.
So dont bother...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKKI!!

cutest bday cake for cutest bday boy

the hoodie from me & faruq darling

look out yaww. new hiphop kiddo in town. =p

he sooo cute rite??

look at his chubby cheeks tryna blow the candles. =D

OH NO! wers baby BJ??

Der he is!! ok. lame.

snow angels?

cream on his head. hehe.

trying to prevent himself from falling asleep?

raph raph loves the cake! =p

beautiful lady who gave birth to mikki n raph raph. =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BABY MIKKI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! =D

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181008 First overnite wif Faruq =D

aifa and me

Okay. in the morn, went to aifa's house wif baby. she invited us over for open house. we were the first to arrive!! yayness. haha. der was mee putih and fried chikin. nice! aifa house look so pinkishly cute la. hahas. thanks aifa for having welcome us into ur home. =D sori we couldnt stay long. =(

After dat we went to vivoct to find pressie for mikki's bday!! ok. so i decided to get lil mikki a hoodie. so we went around and found the perfect hoodie at pumpkin patch. however, there was only size 3 the biggest. i dint buy it cos i know it would be fitting so he can onli wear short term. we went around in search of other stuffs but oh wat the heck. i love the hoodie at pumpkin patch cos its just sooo cute and soo mikki. so we bought it. and... honey, chipped in a lil. he wanted to pay more but i say no no. =D

and so after enuff walking around, we decided to head to Caribbean apartment and we spent the night der with my family. it was an absolutely gorgeous place. more details at our blog. (first link under my "links") but i would update it sometime later cos im abit lazy. do look out yeah. =D

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161008 MasQ @ 7 (Junior showcase)

credits to Revathi of W34R for the designs on the mask. I LOVE IT. =)

Aini, Amelia, Syaq, Diana, Leo, Ragu, Weihow and Brendan of DASHBOTS & Alan (our mentor)

Hiphop IG. =)

Me & Zhi wen (the MAMA of the century & my motivator)

In the morn: Had 1 can of redbull & milano cookies that baby bought for me. (i needed the energy due to lack of sleep & rest)

1230pm: Was backstage with butterflies in my stomach. Felt so nervous that i felt like puking and hadta drink a whole lot of water to calm myself down.

Everyone was amazing during performance. There was a whole lot of crowd. The studio was full house and yet there were still quite alot of people who were outside the studio watching the performance from a flatscreen TV.

After performance: Spent the rest of the day with baby. Went town, watch movies. And I had a lovely day wif my hunny bunny. =)

Thank you all for having supported us. And also my lovables W34R, Deena, Harun, Afiq and my other fellow frens who came down to support me. I LOVE YOU GUYS. Thank you Revathi for designing my mask. It was pretty. =D Thank you my Dashbots for having help me with the steps and all tho i tripped alot. Thank you Zhi wen especially for having shower me with very kind words when all seems horrible and I felt sucky. YOU'RE THE MAMA! =D

Most importantly: My baby Faruq...

I have been so stress due to the lack of sleep and everything and my emotions was damn fcuked up. I vented out on you by accident sometimes and yet you're still so patient and loving and caring towards me. You tolerated me and spur me on. You even took off day from NS for my performance and came all the way down to support me. You even bought my favourite Milano cookies. THANK YOU BABY. I APPRECIATE IT A WHOLE LOT. I love you. Always... & Forever. =)

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to my dear dear neighbour... =)

i read a post from my dear neighbour/ex-classmate, ekynn. =)

im so touched my dear! thank you. hehe. yah babe. come to tink of it, we sooo hardly terserempak each other ehk. we like live in the same block sey!!!!!!! hahas. anyways. thank you for saving my butt dat time. lol. i realli must learn to top-up b4hand. lol. if u werent der, i'ld prolly go ard begging for change of money. hehe. okok. bottomline is... i miss you!!!!! its like so weird la. last time everyday see ur face oni... den nw dun haf ur face. lol. we must go out for dinner or sumtink one day ok? =) i miss you darls. loves!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIE MIN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

happy 18th bday honey. may u b blessed wif love & happiness always! =) stay sweet. LOVE YOU.

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131008 PUBLIC APOLOGY TO ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE.

Okay ya'll. I AM SUCH A LOSER. I AM SUCH A LOSER. I AM SUCH A LOSER. How can i totally forgot to wish my own bestie on her bday??? who? JANNIFER NG XIAO EN. Honey. i beg ur forgiveness. if im right in front of u, i would go down on my knees. I AM SOO SORYY. I SWEAR I remember ur bday is 1st october. However, on the day itself, i was too caught up with hari raya and house cleaning dat it totally slipped my mind to wish u. I SWEAR i intended to do so on 30th sept, midnight. STILL... its not a good enuff excuse. I AM SUCH A B*TCH la. No wonder i feel as tho something is amiss. GOD DAMN YOU SYAFIQAH. haishh. im sorii babe. I will make it up to u kay? i shall date u out and treat u. pleaseeeeeee forgive me.

anyways... HAPPY BELATED BDAY HONEY... may u be blessed wif happiness every single minute of ur life and may u haf many more better frens den me. =( sobbs. I love u babe. IM SORY.

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baby...
i really wish dat rite now, rite here, i can see wat u see in me
cos the way u define me is so amazing
but all i could ever see in the mirror is an ugly disaster
even u know i haf self-confidence issues
and u tried every way to convince me the beauty u see in me
n i could never believe cos i cant see wat u see
it really hurts to feel disgusted everytime i see my own reflections
but yet u still love me so much
i apologise for having let my low self-esteem take control over me these past few days
n its so horrible till it hurts u cos i often feel that im not good enough for u
im sori baby. i just hope dat one day, i can change the way i feel about myself
so that i would not get jealous over every single girl u ever noe

"cos the way i feel about myself cos i got self-esteem
sometimes i wonder if im just chasing a fantasy..."
Quoted from: Paula deanda-Doing too much

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011008 Raya!!

First day of raya wasnt much of joy. daddy had to work whole day. he oni went to his parents place wif us den he hadta cntinue working. so... in total, went to 5 houses. start off wif kak elly hse. play wif mikki and raph raph. dey look so adorable in kurungs. =) i ate a total of 8 plates of lontong, kuihs at each hse, one piece of choc indulgence. yes. im a pig. i noe. too bad. Foods are heavenly pleasure not a sin. and i dun tink being a skinny stick wif runway body is of any prettyness at all. women should love themselves and eat as they like cos women are meant to haf figure. that is the whole beauty of it. =)

ohyah. the nite before raya, baby came over at nite to celebrate the beginning of festive season wif me. so sweet. raya was also my mummy's bday so we decided to celebrate that nite. baby helped buy the cake: secret recipe's choc indulgence. den we pay him. den went mummy came home we surprised her. lol. we totally catch her off-guard. and she is happy. =) thank you baby for coming over to celebrate and oso help a lil wif the curtains. so sweet! love you. =)

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270908 my belated bday wif baby & bear.