aidil: hey..
me: hey...
aidil: uhm.. i guess i owe u an apology...sori 4 wat ive did..
me: huh? wat u did?
aidil: ilangkan diri without telling u y...im sori.. (translate: M.I.A without telling)
me: ouh. ok. so can i noe y? oh yah. u said u were bz rite? its ok. i understand.
aidil: part of it yes bt d otha half of d story is nt.
me: okay. so... care to tell me d other part?
aidil: i was lost in my own world..
me: n wats dat suppose to mean?
aidil: i dun noe how to xplain it in d phone.. u at skool?
me: uhh. no. im having holidays. y?
aidil: u at home?
me: yah.

*n e convo continues...*

he asked if i can meet up wif him so he can xplain thgs. n i said i wasnt free tday cos i reali wasnt n i said mayb i can set aside a day to meet him. hmm. wow... u disappeared without a trace fer abt 2 mths or so n suddenly u hadta reappear wen im oreadi wif sumone else. wats e deal?

i talked to my darling bout this n he said its okay fer me to meet him up to hear out his reasons n break the news to him. thanks baby for understanding & trusting me. i noe it aint easy. but i wan u to noe dat he's just my past. ur my present n my only love now. =)

well...we'll c wat he has to say... dat is if he doesnt decide to MIA again...


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